I stumbled upon a canon on sylvia's site and it gave me a term for something I lacked my own better term for - the tidbits and things that shaped me over the past decades.
Collecting bits and pieces from all over the place
Last updated 2026-07-29
Parasite
Three Billboards outside Ebbing, Missouri
Sleep Token
Lorna Shore
Rammstein
Relevant for context, but still unforgiven.
Giselle, specifically all of Act II
Swan Lake Act IV
I love all the various endings, yet the 'correct' ending for me includes Sigfried and Odette dying, freeing all the swans and being together in the afterlife.
Alexander Ekman
"Play" specifially
Ballet of Hong Kong
Disco Elysium
"I'm so fucking normal right now"
Amor Fati
You can and should imagine me happy, rolling my stone up that hill.
People are way bigger on the inside
(certainly way bigger than our mental model of them.)
Every model is false, but some models are useful